December
There are a number of sad things going on in my life right now, relationships with my kid, stress over Christmas and other things. My heart has been heavy. December seems to always be a difficult month for me. But when I came here today, I could feel the presence of the Lord all around me so beautifully. I sang to him for a long time. And he had some beautiful things to say to me.
First, he called me his shiny one. Or maybe it was shining one or maybe both! Yes, that is who I am the shiny one, the shining one. Thank you Lord.
Secondly, as we walked along I felt the Lord say to me that he wanted to anoint me. Okay I am all for that! Ever since I read and studied Psalm 23 I have a deep love and appreciation of anointing. He asked me to kneel. So I did right in the little dirt path. I felt him poor the oil on my head actually even rub it into my head and then he said this is the oil the anointing of health. Of beauty. Of strength. Of peace. Of goodness. Wow! As I walked along with him later he said to me I have anointed you with myself. Double wow.
As we continue walking together I just felt like he wanted to hold my hand. So I reached out my hand and I could feel his hand in my hand How warm and good and all filled with power. So I sang my Abba Father song to him directly to him.
And he reminded me of who I am. I am his beloved beautiful daughter. And he has crowned me with glory and honor Oh so beautiful
As we were walking I was looking at the trees all these big trees with no leaves. And one of them has a big nest up in the branches. And all at once I realized I am a big tree and I have space and room and strength and love for a nest. I don't even know what that means I just know it's true.
Finally at one point in our walk, the Lord stopped me and he gave me the picture of Jesus holding Mary in their first encounter from the Chosen. And that he wanted to hold me like that. So I stepped into his embrace. I felt his arms of love and circle me. And pull me into him closer and closer. It was incredible.
Oh thank you father Thank you my abba father My father thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you. Bless you. I love you. Thank you